Since this is the first summer of actually vacation time that I have had since the summer after freshman year, it took me a while to get used to it. But now that I have, it realize that it was just what I needed. I just needed a break from everything, and even though it has sucked not having a job, it has been nice to catch up on sleep.
I have been able to go home more this summer than any other time this year. It actually feels like I don't really live there for the first time since I have moved out. My room is really not my room, it is a holding place for clothes and things that need to be given to good will. Hell I am even getting payed to watch the house and animals this weekend! It was nice having a brother for the summer too. I know my parents really loved having someone in the house again, and they couldn't have lucked out anymore than having Tony.
These past few weeks have also been filled with what seems like nothing but weddings. It is like everyone I know is getting married, planning a wedding, or having a child. Emily and Mac's wedding was beautiful, one of the best weddings that I have ever been to. I have always loved traditional weddings, there is something so breath taking about them to me.
We leave for England a week from tomorrow! I can't believe it is already time to go. I have been dreaming about it, and dreading that I wouldn't be able to go for one reason or another. And that it is actually here, I am so excited. I refuse to let the worries that have been building up lately to bog me down while I am there.
So until I am back in the states, I may not blog again. See you on the other side.
