Sunday, May 9, 2010

I'm not gonna cry, not one sad or happy tear

It's a very strange feeling to see all my friends from back home graduating. They did it. In four years they got through college and now are going into the real world. And me? I still have one more semester. Let's be real. I was never planning on graduating in four years. I never really wanted to. I wanted to take my time, make decent grades and enjoy the ride.

But now?

I almost feel like I have fallen behind.

But I also know that in a few short months I will be done.
And it will be a great feeling.

Anyways.
The semester is over and I am so very glad. Now it is time to relax and take a break for once. I am still on the job hunt, but I have a few leads that look promising. My goal list for the summer is a bit domestic for once.

I want to get the house in good shape.
Find material for my senior acting recital.
Work out.
Teach Josh how to ride a bike.


I am ready to take this summer on with open arms and a positive attitude.

2 comments:

EmmaJayne said...

Dont worry hun. Your not alone :) I went to university for a year, dropped out and I am now finally going back 2 years later!! But now all my old student friends are moving into their last year when i will be starting out again. So i feel the same .. Fallen years behind! but the point is your doing it :) So congratulations and keep up the good work x

Nomad.....!! said...

Hi, i do not know you. I just clicked on "Next Blog" option and your blog opened.
So i read your latest post.
I wonder why does it make you wanna cry if yur firnds are graduating.
Life is all about moving ahead, people come and go....but you live on.
So live and enjoy your life in the best way you can.
cheers