Today has been possibly the worse day of camp that I have thus far. I woke up this morning and had a horrible sinus headache. Note to self always take your medication. Then it was off to work. The little kids don't really want to be there this week. It makes it really hard to want to go to work. But I thought that the day would get better, I was wrong. Something went wrong at work. Some money got put on the wrong desk. Everything worked out just fine, but it all got blamed on me. It kind of put a downer on my whole afternoon. Luckily the afternoon camp went very smoothly today. The kids had their lines memorized and knew their blocking. It seems like everyone kinda had a slow/ down day today though. Both dinner and lunch where very quiet. It was ok though. After dinner I drove around for a little while and then I went for a run. I just needed to clear my head. I need to finish out this week with a good outlook. Because when it comes down to it, I really love my job and I don't want to start looking at it in a bad light.
I started writing today, just writing. It was about happiness. About how people deal with losing it. How I dealt with losing it. How I found it again. It was nice to write again. Something that wasn't depressing, something that wasn't a blog. Just to let stream of consciousness run its course and put to paper how I felt.
14 Days
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